Making you happy

Do I make you happy? I hope I do. I guess I do.
I'm sorry for being so emotional at times, sorry for crying without telling you why.
I do appreciate everything you do, I do appreciate you.
No one's been this nice to me before, and I'm loving you even more =)

I hope I made you happy :)

FY

I'd give anything just to hold your hand
For a moment of peace
For a moment of sanity
For a moment of love

You're all I need right now
You make me feel so high
Yet I'm in my calmest when I'm with you
I hope
you stay...

I feel sort of lousy

Things, I guess, haven't been "ok" lately. We've been having a whole lot of sad moments lately, and I have a feeling he's being more and more irritated at me. But I don't know. I just want to cry :( ayoko nang isipin :( parang ewan...I don't know what's happening to us anymore. Have things changed? Have I changed? Ayoko ng ganito. Di ko na alam gagawin ko........mahal na mahal ko sia...is this all my fault? I don't know........................................

Parang hindi na ata lumampas isang araw na hindi kami nagkatampuhan...di na nga muna ako maglalaro...lalo lang kaming nagaaway e. Ewan ba. ewan ewan ewan ewan.

I just fucking don't know what I've done wrong, or what I'm doing wrong. Or rather, I don't know what's in my mind. Why my mind is so unorganized. I love him so much, I don't want to lose him...yet I don't want to hurt him as well. I feel like I'm always hurting him...I love him so much....

Shiverspeak School

For some weird reason, my dream today corresponds to what is happening/what has happened today. Sooo I saw my ex at school today. I actually didn't even realize it was him, I just saw his friend then I saw him. I didn't talk to him, but it reminded me of what Mark wanted: boss wants me to have closure with my relationship with Josh. But seeing him today...I don't know how to do that. We're not even friends; we barely even know if the other still existed. I also didn't get to see boss today 'cause he's feeling sick plus our schedules clashed, so maybe we won't get to see each other during tuesdays and thursdays. In my dream...I was inside somem sort of school...guild wars like school. Then like today, I was walking the corriders alone...there were many people in the school...and then I saw Danon and I saw my ex too. Danon grabbed me and made me speak to Josh. First Josh and I exchanged hi-5's then I don't know what happened, I guess I got angry 'cuz next thing I knew we were fighting, he was hitting me again. Danon...I don't know where he went...Mark...I don't know where he is. Then Josh got tired of hitting me and I saw Danon again...then we walked to our classrooms but when I got in, I didn't know anyone. I was still wondering where Mark was but I couldn't contact him to know where he is. Other words, I guess I'm alone. We had this really weird sort of play-like class. Everyone was dressed up and were acting, even the professor. Then we had a break at class. I saw Billy and Patrick just outside the room. Patrick was dressed up as a tree. Billy was dressed up as...billy. I was talking to them, I think I asked them if they knew were Mark was and their only response was "hindi mo kasama?". Then I turned around and saw The Afflicted approaching from the Shiverspeaks (guild wars mode) and then Billeh and Patrick were gone...

Crap...such a lonely dream.

I love Mark =p

Isn't the title pretty obvious? I love Mark, I love him I love him :D
On our first month together, he gave me a blueberry cheesecake. yum yum!
He makes me want for nothing more.
He leaves me looking forward to something everyday.
Everything is unbelievable.
I'll never be happier. Than this.
He's the keeper of my mind and soul.
And I love him with all of myself.

Almost perfect.

I love Boss very much! Words can't see to express just how much I feel for him, but I love him more than everything. I'm happier than I could ever be. This is the happiest moment of my life! He's so perfect...Il est perfecto! :p Je suis t'amoreux de toi avec marques. And that's true. It's not a lie.

Mark Paul C. Trinidad. The man I'll marry someday. And I'm sure of this. We have everything I have ever wanted...he may not be the first guy I ever loved, but he's the first man. And he'll be the last :)

I'm running out of words to say...
But hear me every single day...
I'll love you till the sky turns black
And I'll still love you when that day comes...
I'll cherish this love forever...and for all eternity...
You make my life complete...
Still words can't contain all of what and how I feel...
But I'm loving you more with every second that passes...

It's you

It's you who make up this air I breathe

Shit bat kase isa lang word para sayo e, "STEADY" kaya lagi ka rin lang steady...
Pero ok lang...hehehe...
Nakakayanan ko pa naman :)

Oh well. Oh hell.