FY

I'd give anything just to hold your hand
For a moment of peace
For a moment of sanity
For a moment of love

You're all I need right now
You make me feel so high
Yet I'm in my calmest when I'm with you
I hope
you stay...

I feel sort of lousy

Things, I guess, haven't been "ok" lately. We've been having a whole lot of sad moments lately, and I have a feeling he's being more and more irritated at me. But I don't know. I just want to cry :( ayoko nang isipin :( parang ewan...I don't know what's happening to us anymore. Have things changed? Have I changed? Ayoko ng ganito. Di ko na alam gagawin ko........mahal na mahal ko sia...is this all my fault? I don't know........................................

Parang hindi na ata lumampas isang araw na hindi kami nagkatampuhan...di na nga muna ako maglalaro...lalo lang kaming nagaaway e. Ewan ba. ewan ewan ewan ewan.

I just fucking don't know what I've done wrong, or what I'm doing wrong. Or rather, I don't know what's in my mind. Why my mind is so unorganized. I love him so much, I don't want to lose him...yet I don't want to hurt him as well. I feel like I'm always hurting him...I love him so much....